Hold back

I am the bad guy
The sleezy dirtbag
Never even knowing it

But it's true
I never wanted to be
In my head I was right
Out here I am still wrong.

You'll read this
And I'll cry.

There is a problem with being right
I can't stand being wrong
It's a problem

I was a knight
A dark one perhaps
With secrets
All for not

You were right
And that pains me