2008-11-26

Same cat, different girl.

So here we are again, just sorta sitting and chatting, trying to figure out exactly what is going on... well, I am you're probably actually thinking about what we're talking about, like our beers, Frisbees, your cat named Fennel? In all honesty I've lost track, mainly because my head is in the clouds, partly because of the beer, but mostly because of you. And we’ll talk in circles, well you’ll keep talking about your cat Fennel, but I'll keep thinking in circles, trying to find that perfect landing spot but constantly in the clouds. Every time I see a little bit of runway (which after two beers is more often then not) I try to land, only to see you cat Fennel jump out of nowhere and there I go and blow my landing. Oh, well he seems like a nice cat.

So the three of us, you, me and your cat Fennel, have gone about this more then once, it seems like an almost weekly thing now. Beer, clouds, and Fennel... I really like spending time with your cat so yeah it's cool.

Alright now we're both drunk, this should make things easy, but no, it's actually quite hard, it's like taking a jelly donut and telling it to roll over. It should be easy but it's a frigging jelly donut. Does your cat Fennel like donuts? He can have a piece of mine. And you're tired. Well I'm going to tuck you in with Fennel and walk home, don't worry it's only like two miles, enjoy your night with Fennel. I'll see you later.

I'd just like to tell you it's been really good getting to know you (and your cat Fennel for that matter) but I'm leaving for a time. Yeah I don't really know where I'm going just leaving for a time. Probably multiple months, you know the whole wander the earth trying to find an answer sorta thing, just not quite so intense, maybe call it a "soul quest lite". Okay see you later, I'll make sure to send Fennel a postcard. Awkward hug and goodbye...

Dear Fennel,
The road life is great, seeing things that I never though I would. Hopefully I'll be back around your way soon but it's hard to say. Tell her that I love her. Until next time!
Always,
JHC

1 comment:

peaceful rants said...

love is such a silly thing. it's quite fascinating and yet can leave one so utterly confused that a get away is simply all you can do. I feel this familiar feeling creeping up on me. intensely caring about someone but not really feeling the right time to land and make it fully known. oh life..