Caution to Some Readers

How many people can tell you exactly how they would kill themselves if they were ever pushed to suicide? I bet it's either more then you think or far less then you think. I know exactly how I'd go about it, I would find a rather solid surface and bash my head against it until my skull collapsed and crushed my brain. You needn't worry about me going about this because I know very well that I never will.

Some of you may ask as to why the bashing. Well frankly slitting your wrists would probably be equally messy but it would take too much time, you can bleed for a very long time before you pass out. And I wouldn't like to take pills or overdose on anything because; first I'm very anti-drug as far as my own body goes. And second because it seems like it would be too painless, slipping into sleep doesn't seem like all that real of a way to go. How many people have died that way thinking they'll wake back up? Jumping would prolly be my second choice if the building were tall enough. Just tall enough to be able to come to grips with what you've done and then splat! Instant death. (You hope.) Anywho bashing my head in would be the choice because you have to physically continue to do it, you really have to want to die to keep hitting your head against the wall after you watch your blood splatter all over. With every hit you have to have a reason, otherwise what's going to keep you going?